Spank me once, then spank me harder.

Spank my brain and heart, conscious and subconscious.

That is a spanking!

This is a spanking!

There were once significant disturbances, suffocating, claustrophobic, spiteful feelings, triggered in response to the world, more accurately, in response to humanity and our money god with its arrogance and ownership of everything including all living things.

Something must be done, the time has come.

The first response is

SPANKING SPITEFUL

1. Words on quality
2. whoretotheMIGHTY
3. media
4. ASSHOLE
5. SICK
6. Chieftain
7. Guacamole
8. ANIMAL
9. supremacy
10. MindnumbingTV
11. Gumby
12. Pretty Ruff
13. Repetition
14. INSPIRED
15. strike
16. witch
17. Free Love Song
18. This time
19. THE FUROR
20. True
21. Drivers
22. NothingToLose
23. hand of man

C: Some will say I am crazy, obsessed, eccentric and some positive things too. But I am not afraid anymore, not afraid to be crazy- I feel they are crazy to accept our destructive lifestyles. I identify with the term CREATIVE ACTIVIST, for me it is a very positive thing, reaching beyond myself, investing my energy and time into the betterment of the whole. Stepping outside my comfort zone and driving for my ideals, challenging myself to perceive an ideal existence and taking steps to bring it into reality, inviting others, you, everyone, to do the same, to collaborate actively to drive for your dreams, to make a positive impact on our Earth, to be more than a pawn in a sick financial game!

My story: Born, educated, worked my ass off to build a future for myself, bought the myth that I needed to get as much cash as I could to be a success. At 23 I had a degree in international business, diploma in marketing, certificates etc, lots of jobs, laboring, retail, data entry, events management, hard sell telemarketing, university president, marketing for the government… I saved 40k for a house, didn’t want to get screwed so got qualified in Real Estate, got a job doing that and had an epiphany- we work our whole lives to OWN one fucking block of land, then we die. WORK, WORK, WORK, to exist as slaves 9-5, 5/7, INSANE!

The success I achieved was not my own, it was the success I was led or brainwashed to adopt. I cashed up, sold or gave away everything within a month and left to unlock my programming, to see the world through fresh eyes, to feel and experience, to live. Traveling, connecting with inspiring individuals, their stories and ideas. Sleeping on beaches, in fields, becoming free, saw real poverty, people herded into society’s systems, the rich pulling the strings, the poor- the puppets. After a year backpacking and hitching around Europe, I was exhausted, dirty, crazy, inspired, frustrated, feeling more aware, more connected with everything.

The success I achieved was not my own, it was the success I was led or brainwashed to adopt. I cashed up, sold or gave away everything within a month and left to unlock my programming, to see the world through fresh eyes, to feel and experience, to live. Traveling, connecting with inspiring individuals, their stories and ideas. Sleeping on beaches, in fields, becoming free, saw real poverty, people herded into society’s systems, the rich pulling the strings, the poor- the puppets. After a year backpacking and hitching around Europe, I was exhausted, dirty, crazy, inspired, frustrated, feeling more aware, more connected with everything.

Returning home, hanging my wings, back to day to day reality, money hungry, greed-driven society, even here in beautiful, peaceful NZ, it made me SICK. Friends and family did not understand me, discrimination, isolation, depression. I missed the WORLD PEOPLE, the open, dynamic, vibrant, connected, beautiful free spirits, the idealists, the creatives, the people with inner passion, who love more than themselves and their immediate circles, inspiring souls who radiate love and life.

What saved me was the singing, writing, drawing, painting, the expression, releasing the anxiety raging inside me before I imploded. I protest the commercial system, slavery just to keep our heads above water, I will not use my energy to facilitate their destruction so I had to conserve my last 20k and lived in the back of my wagon. In this irregular circumstance, my ideal began to surface, a vision of a simple, creative, peaceful existence. I am now almost 26 and have spent the last year and a half on a mission to unite the beautiful people and build a charity called TheFieldCreative.

The purpose: CREATIVITY FOR OUR LONG-TERM FUTURE!

www.thefieldcreative.org

Here we have the potential to save the world, to spark a world-wide CREATIVE MOVEMENT. To inspire idealism and challenge you to PLANT YOUR SEED (ideas for the long-term future) with a medium for people to collaborate and develop beautiful PROPOSITIONS FOR OUR LONG-TERM FUTURE, an independent and PROACTIVE NOT-FOR-PROFIT MEDIA, free SOCIAL SPACES and EVENTS for creative lifestyles with CREATIVE RETREATS. We stand as an example of simplicity and beauty, of what life can become if we stop bitch-slapping, fighting and competing, instead: let us be active, creative, collaborate and embrace all life! Christo. 2006.

(For years following this, I gave my all to spark TheFieldCreative nonprofit with projects and University Clubs, but kept running out of funds and trying with nothing. Currently it is on ice. And have since attempted to break through with my poetry and art, to spearhead a nonprofit creative agency and restart the initiative. The deeper concept and projects made can be seen on its page here on www.ChristoWarner.com)

In the process of release (2019) the intent was to stay true to the original works and format. There was a slight polishing on the recordings, and cover, but not removing any pieces, changing the lineup, or the images and words in the inlay. Although some of the stuff is kind of embarrassing, it is honest and most is still relevant. Got tingles many times as was going back through them listening, feeling in, and working on. It is part of my journey.